The tragedy touched many of us in personal ways. The chairman of biology
was fearful for his wife's safety. She is a staff development teacher,
and goes to different schools every day (she was safe). He resumed teaching
his class, as did I, after a few phone calls. I thought that teaching
and learning might have a calming effect. We took our measurements and
were temporarily distracted from the view from the other room. Thoughts
were swirling through my head such as, "Who ever allowed such tall buildings
to be built? And, "I don’t really know what to do here---perhaps routine
is best. The students shouldn’t really be robbed here of an education."
I also instinctively knew that we would be there awhile, as I doubted
the subways would be running.
At 11:00 A. M. it was all over---both the students' first laboratory
period and the existence of the World Trade Towers. We looked out the
window and saw a cloud of billowing gray smoke headed across the Harbor
our way. Everyone was hanging out on the front steps. We were all pretty
numb. I took out $300 from an ATM, and went to the hospital around the
corner to try to give blood. It was very smoky out and my lungs hurt.
Some people were wearing facemasks. The hospital turned us away; there
had been so many people willing to donate already.
I eventually made it home that afternoon; some of the subways resumed
running. My good deed that day was to help my 77-year-old neighbor negotiate
the unfamiliar territory of Grand Central Station. She appeared on 42nd
St. and Lexington Ave. at the same moment that I did when her bus went
out of service.
The college canceled classes the next day and we tried to pick up the
pieces on Thursday. I began with general bio lab on the microscope in
the afternoon, which was pretty great. It was good to finally be distracted
after being glued to the TV for 48 hours.
A few weeks and many memorial services later, we are trying to heal.
St. Francis College lost two students and at least 20 relatives of students,
faculty and staff. We’ve lost a few alumni, and the total count is not
yet known. As we go to war and worry about anthrax vaccinations, I hope
that we will be able to carry on our mission of laboratory education.
I feel that our jobs are indeed very important for national security as
we will need our future biologists, not only as resources for the health
of the public, but for reasons that are yet undiscovered through research.
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